väikegin

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I would've NEVER EVER EVER have believed, my classmates can be so sweet. ( there are 10 boys and 5 girls with me in our class)

One of my classmates ( a guy) knows that I kinda broke up with my best friend, but he also is a good friend with her. So anyway, at first he tried to make us make up. He failed, so he was so kind and sweet towards me today, but he was exactly as kind towards her too. Which Is good, I mean The fact that I broke up with her, doesn't mean, I want her to feel bad. And I think the boy told the other classmates too, what was going on, so they were relly nice towards me. Which honestly I would've never believe they re capable of...
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dreams

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Back! I survived!!! It wasn't half as bad, as i expected it to be... And correction, with my piano teacher there were FOUR of my teachers. At the beginning i shaked horribly,  in the middle i shaked even more horribly, at the end, it wasn't all that bad and I started to enjoy it. Choir was really friendly towards mr, considering the fact I'm 15, and they are all over 20, and *I* was the one they had to sing with.
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väikegin

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OK, I'm offiacially stressed now. My piano teacher gace me 12 music sheets YESTERDAY, and I have to play backroung music for a choir where are 2 of my REAL school teachers. And I've just started learning the music!! I'm totally freaking out at night. OMG.OMG. I mean, WHO on EARTH could learn 12 pages of music in ONE FRIKIN' day?! It's impossible, ok maybe not THAT impossible, I know half of the music by heart now, but still. I'm sure I'll forget everything, when I see my teachers... *faints*

5 days without her... The weirdest thing is, that I'm so happy and bouncy all the time, is this normal or should I see a phsycologist?
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King

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My old PE teacher was SO right, when she said that PE classes are lifethreathening to me :D Today I just managed to Freeze my teeth, have a really sore throat, fall into BLOOD, AND have a hand concussion. NOT funny.  I wish i could just fly away to somewhere firght now... I just can't understand how people can be so cruel, I mean the just wont BOTHER to think how others might feel... Oh well, I might go to x-ray tomorrow, if my hand doesn't stop hurting for tomorrow... I HATE x-ray, these doctors there twist and bend your hand and it HURTS. I really hope I don't have to go....
väikegin

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WHY, oh WHY have I be so young?! seriously, sometimes i just want to tell my teachers that they could ease a bit, I hate running, and tomorrow, I have to go running for about 40 minutes on ICE with about -15 degrees cold weather... Ugh, yukk. That's NOT fair.

I came 4-th in my estonian competition, it turned out my friend didn't tell me that, because i beat her with ONE point, seriously, she IS younger than me, so it's a REALLY good result for her... At least I think so...

And I have Chemistry tomorrow, i have a competition in that too, and to be honest I'm getting a bit tired of all these competitions... It's not the competitions in general that tire me, I've been to LOADS of competitions since i became 7, or even younger, but it's all the revising and studying I have to do... *sighs* but the Worst genario is when the teacher even don't bother to tell me the time and place, hell, she didn't even tell me i had to go?! she told one of my classmates ( a boy...) who had to tell me. But seriously... I SO want to tell that teacher to go to hell, but i can't. It sucks...

Aaaand, I'm sick. yippie for me.
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väikegin

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Ugh, I'm SUCH a moody teenager, i just looked over my last post and now i'm SOoo Embarrassed, Why on earth did i say all those things? My niece has 4 teeth :D she's SOOO incredibly cuuuuuute. I still haven't got my results... *sighs* I went to the choir practice, and i'm alive! It wasn't as bad as i expected it to be, but it was still quite bad. For about a minute, My voice was good loud and at the right height and then it squeaked. I swear, it did some weird noise. and then It was back to normal, and then about a minute later the same thing happened AGAIN. I think i was red the whole time, because my voice kept doing these funny things, but soon i learned my lesson and sung quietly, and then it wasn't so audible. I have my maths competition tomorrow... I'm quite looking forward to it, but I'm still quite nervous, though i can't see WHY, I've been to almost EVERY competition in my town, and always got some good results too, I'm the best english writer in Põlva, lol. considering the fact, that Me myself think I'm utterly horrible... Lol.
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väikegin

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I hate my school... i TOLD my teacher that it was NOT a good idea to have a sports day outside, when there's almost NO snow, ONLY WATER outside. And here i am, SICK, because i had to be there for TWO f'**king HOURS. And I have a choir practice ( 2,5 hours of singing) when i can barely TALK?! AND I have maths competiton on Saturday, andi have to go there, it doesn't evem matter that i have an awful headache. AND my friend doesn't tell me, what place did i get on our Estonian competition... I hate her!!!
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away

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I seriously HATE my lame life... I was supposed to have my birthday party tomorrow, and NOW it turns out NOBODY will come!?!? I was like WTF. Not AGAIN!!! ( I had this same situation last year, when there was only me and my best friend ended up playing the Sims2 ALONE!!!...) And there it is a complete DEJAVU. My sis is going to somewhere, my familyfriends WONT come, 'cause they're in SWEDEN, the other familifriends wont come 'cause one of thm has a joga practice. Now I'm quite sure my best friend wants to go to her boyfriends birthday instead of mine. The other best friend missed school today, and I'm afraid sh's sick, and ALSO wont come. i mean It's only going to be my Family in my birthday party, but we ALREADY celebrated it with our family, so I'm quite sure they'll be going to my aunt's birthday, so that they wont have to go to 2 birthdays on Saturday. And i will probably end up Roleplaying and crying alone.